The Countdown

Only a couple more days of waiting. Hopefully the doctor will be able to tell on Friday if it’s a little girl in there or a little boy. I have had several dreams that the baby is a girl. The most recent was just last night. My subconscious might be playing games on me though. We will have to wait and see. Even though I’m very excited to find out and be able to move on the next stage of planning and decorating, I think it will be a little bittersweet. It will be so final. Either my imaginary little boy or my imaginary little girl will go away. I only get to keep one. And that’s sad because in my imagination, they are both so cute.