Today was my first official OB appointment with my new doctor. I'm discouraged because I did not gain back the weight I was hoping to, I lost another pound. I have been trying so hard to eat. If this were happening under regular circumstances, I would be thrilled. But each day my appetite returns a little bit more so I'm sure in no time I will be having the exact opposite problem.
It is amazing to me that a little baby is inside of me. I can feel the effects of it (cramping, nausea, etc.), but it's strange to not be able to see it or feel it moving. I am anxious to watch my belly grow.
It finally seems real to me now. I guess before I was too nervous to let myself believe I was going to have a baby. I was excited, but it didn't start to feel real until recently. I've been spending my lunch hours looking up nursery and shower ideas. This new journey is going to be so much fun.
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